I will not sleep.

Sometimes I feel I’m drowning,
But I need the strength to tred.
Whilst the waves are crashing round me,
The focus must be in my head.
I make break, bruise and tear.
My heart may shatter and weep,
But I will always rise for her.
For her I will not sleep.

Like a dart.

When everything is spinning,
Your mind, your world, your heart.
Focus on one spot,
And fix it like a dart.

Limbo.

Limbo is hard, 

On the nerves and the heart.  

There is no end, 

No re-start.  

There is only fear and wondering, 

Waiting and suspense.  

What is the future? 

When life’s presented as past tense? 

Mile by mile.

Some emotions come in waves,
Some in strong tidal rips.
Some times you see your strength,
But in other moments the fear grips.
Always look to your purpose.
Look it in the eye, and smile.
You have to be strong,
To guide it mile by mile.

And there is.

There is no peace,
In a mind that is racing.
Distraction is only,
A metered pacing.
When there’s no easy option,
And no hope in sight,
Look to your purpose,
And there is your fight.

In faith.

How do you see in darkness,
Or in blinding light?
You have to move forward in faith,
That, some day, all will be right.

I now.

When someone does not believe your intentions,
It hurts, that much is true.
I feel it every time,
But I does not mean that I’ll trust you.
Life has handed me many lessons.
Yet I’m not quick to learn.
I’ve given too many chances,
And then felt the burn.
I’ve reached an odd position,
Where I’ll give benefit of the doubt,
But I will never trust, or truly believe.
I now hold my heart far out.