Main focus.

A day to sit, do nothing.
Whilst you recuperate.
The pause is much appreciated,
But you being ill, I hate.
You are always my main focus,
But particularly so today.
I want to keep you close and safe,
That things be done our way.
It is about control for me,
Knowing others can let you down,
So I become someone I wasn't,
And expect from others, frown.
A day to sit, do nothing.
Whilst you recuperate.
The pause is much appreciated,
But you being ill, I hate.