Confusion

Has she the capacity deep inside?

Is she covering the pieces she wants to hide?

Is life for her so much a pain,

That she never wants to join again?

I watch and it fractures my soul 

I now know there is no such thing as whole. 

Can't she understand she is grazing my heart,

By showing her deep desire to part?

It's not her choice, I must concede,

As I watch her confusion. I watch her need,

To understand the visions in her head. 

The recurring dreams she wants to shed. 

In her weary eyes, a gentle tear. 

Knowing true, he's no longer here. 

I know that pain, I miss him too,

But he wasn't half of me, as he was of you.