In order.

I had to tell someone,
Had to make it real -
Not something I just tell myself,
To deal with how I feel.
Life is always challenge,
Whether it's given or it's chosen.
We just have to move forward,
There's no joy in being frozen,
But it matters what will drive me.
It matters what I can bare.
I have to believe you're trying,
In order for me to care.