Budge.

Was there a tiny punch of envy?
I'm really not that sure.
It's a feeling I think I thought I should have felt,
As if that would be a cure,
For a life that isn't what I want,
But it doesn't work like that.
I do not wish that I were there.
It's not about where I'm sat.
It's about my freedom to make choices,
And to do so without a judge.
I cannot see this changing,
When neither of us will budge.