Spin.

In those brief and quiet moments,
I am the me I used to be.
Sure of how I'm feeling,
And the closest I've been to free.
In those brief and quiet moments,
I am breathing deep and I am calm.
I feel no threats, no dark challenges,
No thorns to do me harm.
In those brief and quiet moments,
I try to soak it in.
To hold it, trap the memory,
Before life takes another spin.