Dark night

I'm laying here,
Close to tears.
Blame tiredness,
And all those fears.
That lonely feeling,
Deep inside.
That exposed concern,
With no place to hide.
With every day,
There's something wrong.
But every day,
You must go on.
You miss the person,
You once were,
But do not want,
To make her stir.
You'll only feel,
The loss much greater
And who you are now?
You must not hate her.
She's all you have,
And all you can give.
So you keep on going
You simply live.