You just are.

There is a thing worse than lonely.
It's that moment where you realise you're alone.
You didn't think you were,
But you suddenly realise you are.
You didn't think they were judging you,
But what they've just said,
And the way it was said,
You realise they are.
It hits you,
Hard in the stomach,
And all you want to do is cry.
It doesn't matter,
Whether they did it to you,
Or you did it to yourself.
It just is.
You just are.
Now.