My last card.

If you need me,
I will be here, broken.
A shadow has been cast.
If you need me,
I’ll be here,
But I’m not her, of the past.
If you need me,
I’ll do my best.
I always try so hard.
I won’t,
Actively volunteer though,
I’m down to my last card.
I’m running on reserves,
My heart knows,
It isn’t right.
I’m doing the best I can.
I’m trying,
To win this fight.